February 14, 2008 at 11:46 AM
Since I've started playing again in the last year and a half, concertos haven't played a big role in my musical life. As an adult student with limited practice time, informal performing opportunities, and lacking access to an appropriate pianist, I just didn't see where they fit in. I did learn some parts of the Telemann viola concerto when I first picked up the viola. I enjoy the piece, listening to it can put a smile on my face, but honestly, as a technical learning experience, it's too easy. (Walton and Bartok, on the other hand, are HARD. Too challenging for me at my current level, at any rate). I've been happily puttering around instead with shorter pieces, etudes, and orchestral music.But at my lesson this week we batted around this mad plan to audition for the LSO on both instruments again. I need two pieces in contrasting styles for each audition. For the viola, it looks like I'll be able to play the Clarke Passacaglia and a movement from one of the Bach cello suites, probably the Courante from #1. But for the violin? The Preludio from Partita in E would need too much work. A Handel sonata? Hmm, she says, maybe not challenging enough. Oh dear. "Could you play a movement from a *concerto*? Maybe Mozart?"
A concerto. Well, actually, in fact I did learn Mozart #3, 4, and 5 in high school. She suggests the first movement from #3. I sing a few bars for her--is that the one? Yes, you still have it in your ear, that's great. Wow. I really haven't thought about this piece in years and years, except for a discussion thread several months ago about whether it should start with a down or up-bow. (I voted down).
But she has a point. This is really a wonderful piece. So what if the last time I looked at it was during the Carter administration?
My edition (Schirmer) has the down bow actually printed on the first chord, however. I had never even considered starting it with an up-bow until that thread.
What I could really use is a recommendation for a good recording or two. Any thoughts?
As for editions, I really like the Franko cadenzas, especially in the 2nd movement. The Schirmer edition has the Franko cadenzas, but the editing in the rest of the part is a bit out of date. If you really want to go for a great edition, (and a fresh start, if you will) get the $$$ Barenreiter edition. It has a better piano reduction, an urtext violin part, an edited violin part (by Martin Wulfhorst) and a separate part with a selection of cadenzas by Franko, Ysays, Auer, and Wulfhorst. Very nifty.
I think it is a marvelous idea to get a fresh edition. What a nice way to re-work an old friend. Also, there is nothing finer than New Music Smell!
But it was a little too light and springy for my taste. I couldn't keep the twittering birds and hopping bunnies out of my head. It's February, it's freezing cold, and there's still a foot of snow on the ground. I'm not in the mood for birds and bunnies (or winged cherubs, either--but people seem to like to put them on the covers of Mozart choral music).
Anyway, I kind of want to keep my old music, because it has my former teacher's markings in it, in his handwriting. Along with some annotations of my own (there's one place with an arrow pointing to a note that says "3 beats!" written in round 13-yo handwriting). He passed away 5 or 6 years ago, but I like thinking about him when I look back. He marked the part up quite a bit, so what I learned in the past is not exactly Franko either (he kept the double-down-bow opening, however).
Also, take up Holzman on his offer. He sent me a copy of his G major, and even though it starts (cough cough) down bow, it is still very interesting to hear, and you might get some swell new ideas.
But (and I mean no offense to anyone's helpful suggestions, which I'm very grateful for), I realized this morning that quite frankly, I neither need nor want a "fresh start." This whole process--playing a stringed instrument again--is more about reconnecting with something important that was dormant than starting anew.
Karen, this is why I like you so much: we share quite a bit in common yet we are so completely different!:) We have very different approaches to the past – not that one approach is better or worse than the other—just very different. Unlike you, I simply find reconnecting the past is meaningless, as I am a different person today than the Yixi 20 years ago, and I like today better and don’t want to be dragged back. I also happen to believe that our recollection of the past is simply a bundle of unreliable stories and mental images that have been edited and reedited in our head again and again over the years, so I tend to take a grain of salt towards those apparent causal explanations that link my past experience to the present situation, especially if the explanation depresses me or interferes with me moving forward. This is not to say that I ignore or block the past. In fact, I’m quite mindful as to how powerful our past can be and intentionally down play its role, as I refuse to give it more power than it deserves. When it comes to violin, I’m just too busy exploring new things and new realms to let the past affect me in any explicit way. I'm doing the Mozart g major entirely differently from what I remember I did in the past and I don't even want to think about its past, other than being reminded of a couple of bad habbits that I'm working hard to overcome...
But then, I’m the kind of person who periodically gives away personal belongings just to feel the download and renewal. I didn’t even keep my first publication, the drafts of my fictions, journals, the paintings and calligraphies that I did in the past. It might be the Buddhist influence or what have you.
You and I are very different, and I often wonder what I must have missed.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=AvUsPxVHSiA
In my case, I think it's something I'm "talented" in--in that I enjoy connecting to the past, thinking about it, and looking for insights there. I find the whole topic of memory to be fascinating, especially the neurobiology of memory (you might enjoy In Search of Memory by Eric Kandel). I don't think enough is known--or probably ever will be known--to be able to draw any absolutes about the value of memories to a given individual.
I had a boyfriend a long time ago, fiancee actually, who not only shared your view of the past, he was very adamant about it, that that's how it *should* be for everyone. The past doesn't matter, it drags you down, keeps you from moving forward, etc. etc. I was young, it was my most serious relationship to date, and I remember wanting to know more about his past than he was willing to tell me. I must have gotten uncomfortably close to something in my questions, and he got very defensive and lashed out. In retrospect I can understand better his reasons for wanting to keep certain things private, but I also think it was the right decision that we parted ways and didn't marry. We both needed to have our perspective on the past respected by the other, and he treated mine with contempt and anger.
I can't say my relationship with my teacher of the Mozart was perfect either; but it was pretty good while I was learning the Mozart #3. If I ever learn the Bruch G minor again, however (not that I have any current plans to at the moment), I'd need a completely fresh start there.
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