March 21, 2004 at 4:19 AM

my lesson today went pretty well. i told him howi was soooo sick of the stamitz and stuff and how it seemed like my playing was actually getting worse. it seems i need to take a little break b/c ive lost the joy in playing. he said not to look at the 1st mvt. until easter vacation. my intonation seemed unbearable at times. ugh. awful. well i mean, im getting better. thats what matters....just keep truckin away lol. but im starting this piece by Ernest Bloch called Suite Hebraique. I love it so much, so he let me start it. my theory teacher said i am good enough at theory to start composing....so maybe ill try it out. who knows....i got my fortune read my friends tarot cards(kind of weird but whatever)....the strange thing is, the tarot cards were right about me. they said i was a loner but a thinker, and very thoughtful. that i didnt have my priorities straight(i guess with SAT's....) and that i was cheap with my money....well....seems true. lol. gotta go to bed. its late. later.