September 1, 2003 at 11:26 PM

practcing has been going well. I had Juilliard saturday. I got my id and stuff....saw some cute looking umm....people....other people were, well...uhhh, sheltered as hell i guess u can put it. It was kind of strange. Like, there were two 16 year olds talking about what Barbie's thhey buy. if you are 16 and still playing with Barbies....wow. hahahaa. anyway, didn't really meet anyone. Im pretty nice, so I don't think I'll have any trouble. I'm, so damn nervous about my lesson! ahhh! i hope he doesnt get mad at me.....im afraid hes gonna ask me to do all sorts of weird stuff. like scales in different fingerings or play my etudes at lightning speed. i also dont want to dissappoint him. so i'm working hard. hopefully i'll make some nice friends. I'm sure everything will end up okay. the people were nice. I HAVE TO CHILL OUT!