April 28, 2004 at 9:21 PM

Wow, I haven't updated in a while! Lately my life has been a roller coaster..good one minute..then bad literally the next...then back to good..but I still have the aftermath of the bad..it really sucks. Practice is getting really good. I think I might be ready in time for adjudication. A few performing job offers have come in here and there, most of which I have turned down because of my lack of self confidence and hectic schedule. I have practice all day long, then usually atleast one rehearsal and/or lesson or 2 a day now...I guess it is good to be so busy...but not when everything else in my life sucks...