
The de Beriot went really well today as well. I played the first page plus the cadenza like section and when I was done she said everything was coming along nicely and said that we just had to work on some small details, and best of all, most of it wasn't problems with pitch or rythm. So we worked on that and in the end I felt pretty good because she told to look at the entire concerto if I could in the next week. I am so excited about lessons, I hope to have this concerto completely learned and mastered within 2 months, and if it's going this well after only 2 lessons on it, I don't see why I couldn't do it in two months. Today after my lesson I asked her about starting a Bach sonata, I am going to do the entire first sonata, I have already learned the first movement and we will start witht the presto, then do the siciliano and then do the incredible difficult fuga. I will revive the adagio on my own. All I can say is that I am excited, everytime I play a Bach piece my technique and playing ability just absolutely skyrockets and now playing an entire sonata will make me work that much harder and efficiently and I will improve so much. I hope we will add some Kreisler in the mix too, I haven't done anything by him since Praludium and Allegro over a year ago. I want to do either Tambourin Chinois or Caprice Viennos.
I am on a violin high right now. I have played my violin for about 7 hours total today, 4.5 hours of practice and 2.5 hours of lesson and orchestra rehearsal. My goal for this school year is to learn 3 concertos, the de Bariot followed my Bruch and then Mendelssohn. Hopefully this summer then I will do Wienawski's 2nd Concerto and then when I get back take a little break and do some thing like Mozart V, or mabye I will that over the summer and do Weinawski when I get back. Perhaps I will do Barber and then Weinawski. I also hope to fit some other fun pieces in there like Kreisler and some Sarasate. After Wienawski I will hopefully do Vieutemps 4 or 5. Then perhaps something like St. Saens No. 3. Then I will hopefully do Paganini Concerto 1, and then finally do the Beethoven Concerto and Brahms. I hope to do all of this in 4 years. Of course I hope to cover all of the Bach Sonatas and Partitas while I am here, and hopefully Jr. or Sr. year do the Chaconne. I will also hopefully do Paganini Caprices. I know this is a lot, but I'm willing to work and I am going to tell my teacher my outline and see what she thinks. These are my goals and I hope to reach them by my senior year, and with lots of hard work and practice I will. I also need to be ready to audition at CIM, CCM, and other grad schools for my masters performance degree.
I doubt I will be switching to viola, I love the violin too much, but I do enjoy playing the viola and will continue to do so, perhaps in a chamber ensemble on campus and perhaps I will be able to convince them to allow me to do both instrument, but if I can't do it during school I will just have to study of the summer and to the best I can with the viola over the school year with minimal teaching, I will just have to maintain it with some chamber ensemble and careful, aware practice.
In other news, I am dropping my calculus class. I have too many credits this semester and I just don't have time to do everything justice and the other classes I'm in are more pertinent to my major and I am better at them anyway. I will be a much happier much less tired person in the long run.
Well, the viola is going decently. Professor Martin is really pushing me and we've only had 2 lessons. At my last lesson he seemed dissapointed in my weeks progress. He said, "There is so much I want to do with you this semester, but you have to give me more to work with at lessons." Most people would just have given up had a teacher said that to them but I'm not going to, it was for my own good. So this week I have really been concertrating super hard during practice on the viola and things are actually starting to sound quite musical. As for the switch, I don't think I will do it, I love the violin too much. I have acquired a love for the viola sound but I just don't think it's for me. I just don't get excited for the viola repetoire. I have heard a lot of the concertos thanks to Professor Martin but I find myself always wanting to hear the violin. I will still of course play the viola on the side but I wont switch to it completely. After my violin lesson last week with Professor Strauss I asked her a question about he concerto competition, like when it was and such. She said they hold it every other year and that it will be held next year and then she added, "you will be ready by then." But back to viola, I also find the viola very tiring to play, especially because mine is so heavy. I do produce, if I do say so myself, a rather pleasing sonorous tone. But I just don't love it like I love my violin. Maybe that could change if I had a better viola to work with, but I doubt it, I have heard the great violist Primrose playing the Walton Viola Concerto and couldn't fall as deeply in love with it as I did with violin, so I doubt a better viola would make that much of a difference. It's kinda like the saying that you will find many loves in life but none is never quite like your first.
My classes seem to be going quite well, I passed my first ear training test with a low B. Not bad considering that last week neither the teacher nor I thought I would even be able to pass it. I had a little bit of a voice lesson with David Greedy and he helped me to discover that I need to sing with "gusto" and "sing from the head not from the throat." It really helped and with practice it will only get better. Piano is going well, but we really don't have that much in there, just memorize one song a week basically. I really don't care much for my other classes but they are necessary. I like all of my Professors but I don't really like Calculus or Spanish. Paideia is only good because I enjoying reading ancient literature and learning about ancient cultures. I have my first actual college paper due on Tuesday by noon, but I'm not exceedingly worried (as you can probably tell, I am focusing way too much on music and should start to really study things instead of memorizing them at the last minute).
A little bit about my fun (yeah right) schedule. Monday is by far my busiest day. I get up for an 8am class that goes to 9. Then I work in the Car at ten-11:30, then i eat lunch, got music theory at 12;15 to 1:15, then spanish from 1:30-2:30, then paideia from 2:45 to 3:45, and then I have orchestra rehearsal from 4:00 to 5:30. Then I still have to eat and then I either do homework or practice. I spend a lot of time in the music building, sometimes 6 hours, 3 on violin, 2 on viola and 1 hour on piano and ear training, I adjust that as necessary. If i have a lot of homework I don't spend as much time practing violin or viola (sometimes I don't get to viola, or about an hour on it) usually about 3.5 hours on both. Bascially wed and friday go the same minus orchestra. Tuesdays and Thurdays are my more free days in which i do a lot of my homework and am able to practice without worrying too much. I also have lessons on these days, ear training and piano. I also somehow manage to hang out with people too, don't ask me how I manage this since most days I am going from 8 am to midnight. Friday nights and the weekends are great because I do a ton of practicing, homework and still manage to have fun while I'm at it.
I am thinking of having a violin/viola recital either at christmas break or during the late spring (middle to late May). I am leaning towards May because then I can revive some pieces and I will have new pieces learned and I will have a viola I wont be ashamed to perfrom on in public. Next weekend my parents are coming for the family visit weekend, so that will be fun. Well, sorry this was so long and kind of random in order, I have been getting up to go check my laundry.
Stengths: Intrinsic Motivation, Will to Succeed, Commitment
Mid-Range: Presence (focusing on the here and now), Negotiating, Self Confidence (this one suprised me)
Areas for Improvement: Abilitiy to relax, Self Talk (the way you talk to yourself), and Mental quiet
The areas for improvement definately apply to me when I audition. I am usually not extremely relaxed, I say bad things to myslef and think of the worst that could happen, and I have this constant voice that criticies what I am doing while am playing. This was a highly usuful survery which confirms and empowers. It helps to give you exactly what you need to work on and what one should know in order to improve yourself.
The decision between violin or viola will be a difficult one. So far I like both teachers so it will be most difficult to choose. I guess it will just depend on which instrument I choose.
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