The phoenix's 2nd death.

September 26, 2010 at 8:02 PM

The phoenix has be destroyed again. Ths time I fell again, I've never had the greatest balance while standing... which is usually why I sit down because I can't trust my balance.

The scroll has snapped off, not in the cleanest way, it can still be attached, but I KNOW it won't hold the tension of the strings even at low tension. I've had to liquidate all of my assets to make a day to day living, so there is no money for this repair this time... I Feel that I'll have to lock the phoenix away until a much later date... and while I'm okay with doing that, I know that i'll only be half the person I am maybe less, I'm not sure. But the phoenix will always live again, it's only a matter of time. And it will be better than the last. Pray for me, and if you don't pray at least keep me in your thoughts and make beautiful music.

From Benjamin Eby
Posted on September 26, 2010 at 10:28 PM

What happened? Your violin is broken? If so, I am so sorry to hear that. I know what it's like to be limited in funds...I think some people that are affluent have no idea the sacrifices some people have to make because of their love of music.

From Vernon Kirby
Posted on September 27, 2010 at 2:28 AM

I have horrible balance issues when I stand, I've always had it but, it's been getting worse lately, only when I'm really exhausted, or on my feet for long periods of time.

From Robert Daniel
Posted on October 1, 2010 at 12:54 AM

I hope you see a doctor soon. There may be a medical condition that needs attention-especially if your balance is getting worse.

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