April 24, 2003 at 1:42 AM

Hi. I am happy, I did four hours today. I have a lesson tomorrow, and I am sick over it...I just dont feel ready. Being catholic, I had 4 Holy days over the weekend, and 2 concerts this week, and I just haven't had the time I need. I am usuallly really prepared, so I hope my teacher won't be too disappointed. I read through the Dvorak concerto, even though I havent formally started it with my teacher. it isnt bad. i can do it. I am looking forward to next year...college auditions! Jeez, I need to stop wishing time away..now is the time to really work on my playing, not wish time away.
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chloe