April 17, 2003 at 12:44 PM

yesterday was awful. i realized this ummm "person" i like is thinking of well "things."(i have to be descreet) and everything went weird. i didnt have to bring my instrument to cac b/c we didnt play yesterday so i had to schlep the stupid viola back and forth. wow. havent practiced in like ,4 days? and i start up again today. yay?....ugh, so annoying. oh well, i really have to work on this Walton and get my fingers in better shape. and work more on my annoying bow arm. i hate bow arm stuff. so time consuming andi assume its worth the time. so jen had her uh, nysssma. the guy stoped her after two pages(her piece is 4 pgs.) and said "I can judge from that, thanks." ur supposed to play the whole thing.... awww. i felt bad. she improved this year.....?....bea had her jury. it went okay....her beethoven did. i am mad though. i dont have a jury until im a senior but i found out they dont give 100's.....thats so annoying, i hate systems like that. anyway, im gonna go....wow. i need a date.