February 21, 2003 at 2:52 PM

well, i didnt practice yesterday, i needed to take a break. but im about to ge6t started today in about 15 minutes. tomorrow is spring. i alwasy listen to the 4 seasons, each season on the first day of each season. okay, maybe i dont ALWAYS do that, but i try to....im thinking of what school to apply to and ive pretty much narrowed it down:
Curtis
CIM
Eastman
Juilliard
NEC
Peabody
MSM
Koninklijk Conservatorie
Paris Conservatoire
and safety-Queens College.
arg.....i know im gonna hate all that stuff. my friends hate this time. its full of anxiety and what not. all very annoying. ill be glad when its over. god knows ill probably be playing walton for a while. hahahaaaa. and schubert and hindemith(although i dont mind hindemith) and reger and the bach suites....arg....annoyance..i want to be an orchestral violist. theres no other paying job. violinists are lucky. i wish i were a concert violinist. just to say it is cool. hahah. but luckily viola is great. i know i want to live in a darkly lite street, in a brownhouse or an apartment, with hardwood floors or white carpeting, and a big shelf full of books, with a big window. and antique furniture...hmmm. kind of a dream of mine. i guess im decorating my dream home. hmmmm.maybe i should go practice now....