April 30, 2003 at 5:07 PM

April 30th 2003

Uhm Iam new to this website and i'm sure that all the people here are wondering why I spend all of my time here. Well I was going to tell anyone who is interested. See, in my home I really dont feel at home here. People with nice mean things to say that really hurt. I love you guys because you dont care about that stuff that is SOOO important to having a great high school life, such as clothes, money that stuff. You guys talk about violin things and every now and then something else. It is really cool, I feel like I a not part of you guys yet but I hope that I can soon get there to that point. You guys and I can talk about the whole nerdy violin thing while kids at my school think that I'm a total idiot(for different reasons Chloe knows) I feel like you are my family. Even though I dont know you personally.Does anyone know what I'm talking about or am I just rambling on and all of you guys think that I have gone CRAZY?? I hope not I hope that someone understands what is going onhere. Well, today we had to take a stupid field testing thing which means I have to miss my music classes. BUMMER!! I wasnt even too worried about missing my chamber class I am worried about missing my AP Music Theory class. because uhm We have the AP test on May the 7th. Ad that is already here. So now I have to miss three days out of my like 8 days that I get to CRAM for this test. The School District wouldnot let me or my friends get out of the test thing either. How lame is that?? TYo me really lame. Does anyone every practice out of anger?? See this guy really likeed me but I didnt like. so the usual thing happened where I end up liking him then he says some REALLY evil things to me, and I call it off, Now he thinks i'm pshyco and doesnt talk to me or anything, I lost a bestfriend for some reason that I dont know, And I went home anb=d had one of the best practice sessions ever. I got so much out of it, but maybe that is just me and noone else knows what Iam talking about, Oh well, I must go back to school stuff now cause I write during school hours. ha ha its fun. Peace Out!JULES

April 30, 2003 at 5:07 PM

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