
November 29, 2005 at 7:38 AM
I think I came to a realization tonight...I can't make it as a music major. I am great at theory but I can't do ear training to save my life. I'll be lucky to get a C in that class. I spent 2.5 hours doing 5 melodic dictations tonight and I didn't even start the rythmic dictation. I think the real reason I'm so bad at ear training is not because I don't have a good ear, my violin teacher tells me otherwise and so do a lot of other people, my mind just get's confused. I can catch the first measure and the last 2 measures. It drives me insane, if it's 4 bars I can do it but if its 8 bars and has ties or dotted rythms my mind goes, "wow, that was a lot of notes" and I just can't do it. Practice doesn't really seem to help either. In fact, my grades in ear training have actually not improved much at all. I'm about ready to snap.I have a viola lesson tomorrow, gag me. I have no interest in my viola lessons. Over the break I didn't practice viola at all and I even hardly touched violin as well. I was also supposed to buy a suzuki accompaniment book for the viola but I'm like, what, $11.00 for a book that I may never really use in college since I'm not switching to viola, I think not. I'm also supposed to play viola in seminar next week on Monday. Well, I'm not sure if I have an accompanist. The bad part is, yes I'm stressing over it now, but when it comes down to it, I couldn't care much less. I stress about it because I don't want to hear from Spencer and listen to him speak of his high expectations. Frankly, I'm tired of it.
You know, if I'm not a music major I don't know what else to do. I don't really want to do anything else. I love music and I want to share it with the world through teaching and performing. However, in light of ear training, my future looks bleak as a music major. Well, I agreed to help a friend out early tomorrow so thus my rant ends.
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