November 2006

Another chapter closes

November 23, 2006 12:57

Wow, it's funny how long it's been since I've written on here. So much has happened in the 3 years: I got married, moved to Texas, moved back to Oklahoma, now I'm getting divorced. It's sad that this chapter in my life has to end, but I guess it's for the best. She wasn't mature enough to handle a marriage, and I have to live with that. I get to thinking that there are no women out there who want what I want, but then I think there must be at least one. Who knows? All I know is that in about two weeks or so I'll be in front of a judge who will disolve my marriage. I'll be officially divorced. All I ever really wanted in life was what my parents have. They've been happily married for 35 years. They had a big family and they make a good living...I'd give up anything to experience that. I'd give up my greatest love, music, so that I could experience an even greater love. But this is how it is, and there's not a thing I can do, but just be sad, and eventually move on with life. It will be hard, but I've been through tragedy before. I just pray God will grant me the strength.

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