June 1, 2007 at 6:25 PMI know this is a long url...but...
There is an interesting article in the health section of the NYT online about "essential tremours". It is a biological disorder that involves shaking and tremour in the hands and sometimes the head or neck or legs.
The treatment is Beta Blockers, an epilepsy drug, etc. etc.
I really was surprised that many of the situations that are uncomfortable because of shaking hands are mentioned..as well as those little things used to cope or make it not so noticeable.
THis is relevant to v.com because there have been many discussions as to the moral or ethic argument of beta blockers for performance, lessons, auditions...
Some people have really uncomfortable nervous problems, anxiety, and get the shakes. But some people shake daily or off and on for no apparent reason. And THEN get nervous on top of it and as a musician this can be a very hard thing to deal with. Beta blockers have made it possible for me to pursue a career in what I love. It made the difference between being able to continue as a violinist/violist...and having to put aside me dreams and goals and focus on something academic. Maybe playing my instrument for fun when I could.
I can't imagine what my life would be like had that second been the case. I don't know whether the "disorder" mentioned in this article has anything to do with me or not. Quite possibly. But the point isn't that anyway. It is that for some people this is a very real and challenging problem. I'm sure some of them are musicians. Violinists. There are solutions!
It has helped me to take ADD medication, though, and I think that is an issue with some similarities. A person can feel like the medication is a crutch or that they should have been able to overcome the problem through effort of will. I think we will be better off both as individuals and as a society to the extent we can move beyond that type of thinking. Good for you that you've found a way to make medication work for you and help you reach your goals!
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