Coming back into the 'game'
For those who haven't read my previous posts, I played violins for 1-2 years when I was 9-10, and I got back into playing after about 4-5 years ago to strengthen my left shoulder after 2 surgeries on it.
Prior to summer, I spend 1-2 hours on practice everyday. I was on a work trip to Europe over the summer, and the only time I got to play a violin was my supervisor's in England for a few days.
After I got back home, I decided to tone down playing very much and decided to sell my gold ridden JonPaul Vetta bow. I actually sold it couple of weeks ago when I really needed money to get past a tragedy. My best friend has passed away in a car accident, and I needed the money to travel. Until then my practice rate was about 1 hour per 2 weeks.
After the messy month, I'm feeling better, and I think the first thing that cheered me up was playing my violin again. I am now back to 1-2 hours practice per day.
The truth is, that I was very fond of the Vetta bow, my current bow hasn't quite been the same since the frog got cracked. In a timely manner, I was given a lump sum of money from the Veterans Affairs which gave me enough money to spend on many things. I've allocated a chunk for violin also. I actually first decided to buy my luthier made instrument, but I am realizing that I may be a little late, because she has people lined up for it already. I'm also realizing that I may not be ready for the new instrument, rather I am planning to invest in my current one.
I'm planning to get a new fingerboard(it now has a bump but no buzz yet, and it is quite thin already), along with the bridge and nut raised, and maybe a new bow, and I've already ordered frogs online and I will ask my luthier to modify the frog to fit the bow.
I'm also planning to try some gut strings when my Infeld Red gives out.
I'm realizing that this hobby is to stay for life, same with my current violin.
Has anyone else felt so attached to playing violin who is not a professional musician?
My honest opinion is that being a violinist is a lifestyle, more than a profession. Whether you are an amateur or professional, it becomes part of who you are. A permanent, happy musical marriage, till death do you apart. When you see it as a mere "job", and wish to "retire" ASAP, it sucks the joy of music making away from you.
Welcome back! :)
Violinism is a chronic disease. It cannot be cured, but you can learn to live with it....
Nice to see you back Steven!
thanks Jean and John. Honestly, the weird part is that my technique has improved quite a bit. I am more confident and more aggressive in playing, resulting in more bow hair breaking.
I imagine there are a fair amount of amateurs that are pretty dedicated to their violin practice. I think in certain ways, it is easier to have a non-music job and then play as a break, as opposed to going from teaching and performing to practice. Us amateurs have the luxury of not feeling the pressure of having it be a job.
Yup, as Adalberto said, being a violinist is a lifestyle.
I played from 4th grade up into my mid 20's and then took a break until just currently (I'm now 48) I have very much enjoyed getting back into it, and almost think I am more dedicated to practicing now then when I was younger.
I think what prohibited from playing throughout the years from 10 and up was really discouragement from the family. I wasn't "allowed" to play when they were in the house. Also, the middle and high school music program didn't allow bowed string music, which made me to switch to Alto Sax for a while.
"Has anyone else felt so attached to playing violin who is not a professional musician?"
I can’t with absolute certainty since I’m new too, say how attached I am to my violin. However, in this moment I can’t foresee setting it down for more than a day. I love my practice sessions with and without my teacher. I look forward to playing smoothly anything and I’m always surprised how easily (specially at my age) I remember all those notes. Actually I don’t intentionally memorize them, they just end up where they need to be. Anyway, I’m just loving my adventure.
Will, one of the problems that I face is that I have arthritis which prohibits me from playing in the winter, in any cold-dry condition. This means, I pretty much only play/play the most in the spring-summer-autumn, and summers are being consumed with travel and work, and so is spring and autumn nowdays.
A friend of mine has arthritis that tries to get in the way of her playing violin. She refuses to let it. She eats a lot of asprin and takes a couple days off every few months. I think she should slow down on the asprin but she will never listen. Still she deals with it as she thinks she should. Do what you can, just don't hurt yourself in the process.